Tear in the Veil

Fourteen centuries of tears
I'm crying through fourteen centuries of unshed tears.
Who will help me
I'm all alone.
"Om mani padme hum.
Om mani padme hum.
Om mani padme hum...."

and the words come from the end of my pen:
"I can't help you if you tell me its my fault."
"I can help you if you tell me you're afraid."

Who is speaking,
you to me-me to you
or is it
Self to self?
Cry: a verb,
an action which leads to surrender.
Admit the wound-release the blame,
let go,
cry.